today was great...sigh...i wish it could happen again tomorrow..me and matt saw each other on friday and Saturday...how exciting i really am starting to fall in love with him but he doesnt beleive me when i tell him...i feel bad that my friends are suffering from not hanging out with me becumz of matt cheerleading and other stuff i really dont wanna lose ppl like Jessie Michelle Jaime and Brianna as Best friends...i think this weekend i will save a day for them...lol...well today was amazing(i think i already said that) lol i felt like i was Best friends with matt...we acted so comfertable with each other...i feel like this relationship is going to go well..im just scared of the fact he might want me to have sex with him before im ready n that wouldnt be good i feel like a guy loses respect for a girl when they give it all up....