Wednesday, January 07, 2004
LoNg tYmE!
its been sooo long since i have written haha i said no to matt when he asked me back out then i started seeing erik and then he used me n after we did stuff he said that we have no "ChEmIsTrY" haha no chemistry what a freak even tho he is the hottest guy i have kissed he was REALLY(i mean really) BaD! haha sry but its true! cheerleading s going well and we are going to competition in 2 weeks!! yeaa! hehe will is such a dork he told me he was getting me flowers for christmas n he never did! hmmm...he better be saving money for valentines day! ill come on tomorrow the O.C. is onn!
Posted at 1/7/2004 9:03:12 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Monday, October 06, 2003
HELP!!
i seriously need help im in love with two ppl i love matt soooooo much and i think im starting to like erik more n more everytyme i talk to him...im really confused and i dont wanna hurt either one of them because i like them to much to do that...today when matt called at exactly 7.30 he asked me to be his girlfriend again...and i said ...no i cant beleive i did it i told him about erik and i hope he talks to me again because i cant afford to lose him as a friend i really think he might be the one but i cant take that chance and let him hurt me again or keep me from dating other ppl....Jaime isnt talking to me still wow i cant beleive she is madd at me i didnt do anything except tell her the truth...which i guess she cant handle...wow i have sum life...
Posted at 10/6/2003 7:57:14 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Sunday, September 28, 2003
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AAAHHHHHHH AAAHHHHHH AAAHHHHHHH AAAHHHHHH AAAHHHHHH AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! I HATE MY LIFE! everything seems to be going wrong! this morning i went to michelles cuz i went to her karate tornament with her...when i got there we went on the computer n Jaime was online n then we were talking to her n told her bout the tornament n she said why would she care..wow if you kno me you kno i dont let anyone get away with anything n i wasnt about to let this one slip so me n michelle told her to get her head out of her ass n then she might realize that she has no friends...next thing i kno Jaime's mom calls michelles house n starts yellin at us which i dont get...then we went to the tornament n it was michelles lucky day cuz *brandon* was there n she got to c him n im gunna kill this fat green belt that keeps giving me dirty looks!! and when i got home from going to the grocery store to get audrey a gift matt called and said that he didnt want to go out with me anymore wow this is a shocking thing since 2 days ago he told me that he almost loved me..i cant beleive him!!
Posted at 9/28/2003 7:00:17 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Monday, September 22, 2003
MaTt.>.>.>.
today was great...sigh...i wish it could happen again tomorrow..me and matt saw each other on friday and Saturday...how exciting i really am starting to fall in love with him but he doesnt beleive me when i tell him...i feel bad that my friends are suffering from not hanging out with me becumz of matt cheerleading and other stuff i really dont wanna lose ppl like Jessie Michelle Jaime and Brianna as Best friends...i think this weekend i will save a day for them...lol...well today was amazing(i think i already said that) lol i felt like i was Best friends with matt...we acted so comfertable with each other...i feel like this relationship is going to go well..im just scared of the fact he might want me to have sex with him before im ready n that wouldnt be good i feel like a guy loses respect for a girl when they give it all up....
Posted at 9/22/2003 8:04:53 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Monday, September 08, 2003
ScHoOl
wow i forgot how much i hate school its the like second week and i have tons of homework wow lots of essays...i met this kid matt n i think im starting to like him and i dont know what to do because i think my best friend might like him...lol i have been in this situation before and she always gets the guy but now this one likes me i dont think she is gunna handle it well...[]Deace!
Posted at 9/8/2003 6:50:57 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Sunday, September 07, 2003
ThOuGhT yOu sHoUlD kNo mOrE bOuT mE!!!
basics
// name: Kayla
// birthday; SeP 3rd
// nationality; MiXeD
// screen name; xosweetkiss442ox
// hair length; middle of back
// hair color; bleach blonde
// eye color; brown
// piercings; three in each ear
// tattoos; none
favorites
// color[s]; pink yellow
// t.v. show; The OC
// movie; ScArY!!
// band/singer; 50 cEnT Christina Aguilera
// subject; Math
// fruit; cherries
// month; June
// season; summer
// holiday; Halloween
do questions
// do you believe in love at first sight? yupp
// do you get along with your parents? not at all
// do you drink? maybe not telling!
// do you do drugs? no
// do you smoke? no
// do you think you have multiple personalities? nope
have questions
// have you ever smoked? naw
// have you ever done drugs? nope
// have you ever drank alcohol? yeah
// have you ever gotten drunk? yuup
// have you ever made out with just a friend? yes
// have you ever used someone? yes
// have you ever been used? not that I know of.
// have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? yea unfortunatly
best questions
// best person to talk to; Jessie
// best relationship; Joe
// best feeling; love
// best thing in the world; family friends relationships
// best stuffed animal you own; Koala bear (build a bear)
// best thing that happened to you yesterday or today; met cody again ( american Choppers)
last time questions
// last time you cried? at the karate school
// last movie you saw in a theater? Cahrlies Angels Full Throttle
// last movie you rented? Identity
// last movie you bought? Lord of the Rings, Two Towers.
// last song you listened to? Cant hold us down-CA
// last song you downloaded? Kelly Clarkson Low
// last tv show you watched? Lizzie McGuire, disney!!
// last song that was stuck in your head? Pink Panther Theme Song
// last person you were thinking of; matt
// last person you talked to; my mamma
// last person you hugged; jessie
// last person you went to eat out with; jessie n family
// last person you slow danced with; matt
// last person you yelled at; my brother.
// last person you called; matt
// last person who called you; Brianna
// last person who said they loved you? tj marky chris n frank
love and relationships
// who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Joe
// what do you first notice in the opposite sex? there looks then i talk to them n its there personality..
// are you currently in love? yea
// first crush; TC Coyle
// first love; Joe
// ideal date; surprise me..
love[d] / hate[d] questions
// high school: love it
// coloring books: love
// video games: love
// your parents: I love them
// reading: hate with the bottom of my heart
// mathematics: okay
// rats: eww hate
// nature: hate
// black and white photos: love
// feet: i have a thing about feet i hate them
// showers: love
// stray cats/dogs: love
// siblings: love/hate relationship
// your car: love
// medicine: hate
// madonna: hate
// red roses: love
// your house: love
// cotton candy: love
// carebears: love
// fairy tales: love
// fork: ok love i guess
// mexican food: favorite food out there
// organized religion: idk?
// telephones: love
// Mac Computers: hate
// music cd's: love
// clowns: they are so cool
// nuns: idk?
pick one questions
// dog/cat: dog
// computer/telephone: computer
// friend/soulmate: friend
// house/food: house
// sight/hearing: sight
// camera/book: camera
// parents/siblings: idk
// pen/paper: pen
// bed/bath: bed
// soap/toothbrush: toothbrush
// AIM/phone: AIM
Posted at 9/7/2003 8:59:53 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Saturday, September 06, 2003
WoW!
this morning i had my FIRST game as a Arlington High School JV cheerleader...it was sooo cool...lol...we ended up winning the game 20-7 to Carmel and after that i went to the Montgomery Day Festival in Montgomery New York and i went there just becuz i wanted to see Cody From American Choppers..well i got to see him n got some stuff signed and i got ANOTHER picture with him!! how exciting!!! Me n jess(my friend thaqt was there with me) were really happy that we actually got to c him..well after seeing him and being stalked by a hott guy i guess this was a funn day...
Posted at 9/6/2003 8:27:24 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Friday, September 05, 2003
TeAm fOrMz
wow we are gunna be great this year there are 4 ppl in my group including Jaime Jessie Michelle and Myself..mrs. b is making it to music (Kelly Clarkson Mizz Independant) so that we can go to the arnold schwartzinegger ohio tornament...we are definately gunna beat team "WHAK" lol they are whak..and we are gunna beat Perierra's school so that they cry..i hope they work hard n realize what they are up against cuz this year we are gunna blow the crowd away with the awsome routein we have...too cool!!
Posted at 9/5/2003 10:43:39 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Monday, September 01, 2003
MaLl..
Today was great lol i went to the mall with Brianna one of my best friends n i saw Ariel Val Stacia and guess who JOE!! lol i think i am totally obsessed with him...he might just be the only one i have ever fell in love with..lol i got some stuff at the mall like playboy sneakers and a pink wife beater at old navy lol i also saw Jay the guy i used to like with one of his friends (what an ugly duckling..)lol o well guess he mite get cuter one day..
Posted at 9/1/2003 5:42:19 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
Sunday, August 31, 2003
CoNfUsEd!!
wow yesterday i went to the mall with Jessie Jaime Michelle and Chris...we were talking about hott guys (jOe) and brian the kid i was going out with walked up behind me n suprised me...he overheard chris talking n came to the mall to buy me a birthday present but the thing is i was going to break up with him that day...im really confused cuz Brian is a very cool guy and i cant beleive i hurt him..but im in love with Joe idk why but i just cant get over him..i get madd at myself for breaking up with him because we could have really had something...well i guess i blew it..
Posted at 8/31/2003 4:09:17 pm by iN_LoVe_WiT_U
